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Sunday, January 6th, 2008
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I haven't seriously updated this in awhile, but more and more I'm realizing that I should probably start updating it with my thoughts, ramblings, opinions, causes, and photos.
So, I hope you all can welcome me back from my leave of absence.
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Monday, November 5th, 2007
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Wednesday, August 2nd, 2006
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i sort of dont feel like living anymore lately. everythings sort of a blur, and nothing seems happy anymore...i keep on hearing about people dying, and i keep on feeling like its going to happen to me next...
my friend saw a psychic and i heard some pretty fucked up stuff about myself thats apparently going to happen, and i dont want it to happen, and i know that i can control it and keep it from happening, but i keep feeling like this is inevitable, and i keep feeling stupider every time i play the emotion/scene/prediction in my head...i was feeling so happy for awhile, and now its kind of gone. im not ready for school to start, but i dont want it to be summer.
i dont want to grow up, but i want to be older. i dont know, i just feel like my life is going nowhere and theres really no escape that i can provide myself.
sorry, readers.
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Saturday, April 15th, 2006
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i just wanted to make an entry with the current location thing
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brookes whole 'mikechalupa: im pretty bummed that no one uses eljay anymore' made me want to make an entry
thus far since spring break ive quit at school, its kind of fun, kind of taking a toll on me
im going to prom saturday
and i just decided im doing a survey
( so suck it )
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so i havent updated in awhile
blow me.
so earlier this year, i got back from europe, megan and i broke up cause she was being a bitch to me
it tends to happen
becca and i went out again, the 7th time, becca broke up with me for reasons anonymous, but whatever, i got really really hung up on her, and then i just sort of gave up and she came back to me and this neverending circle thing is getting annoying (no offense if you read this becca)
ive been good lately, relaxing a lot...just got back from a wild ass spring break
my girl of choice lately goes by the name 'miranda' and we're chillin
she asked me to prom today...should be fun(?)
shes really cool, she basically doesnt give a shit about anything in high school dramatic terms
and i need to chill on the drama, just because its been getting out of hand
bands...hmmm
well, my first legit band, As Hollow, seems to have faded away, but were still trying to practice
violent world, like as hollow, is just...faded
GSC has two shows lined up, but were looking for a new drummer, and we have to train a new bassist
OH YEAH!
GSC started out as Guilded Cunt, I sing, mike plays guitar, matt drums
matts quitting after our april 6 show...its a biggie, with the midnight creeps...woo!
im in another hardcore band called patrick swayze, i play bass
its really cool, and we play a lot
im starting two new metal bands here soon
ones crusty, the others just for messing around, and its all good and stuff
i dont know what im playing in either...
i went through a lot of mental changes, the formation of thoughts varies in my head constantly...
i realized when i was going out(or fighting) with becca that in order to get by, i have to sacrifice some of my noncomformity...it is sad, but it is helping, and im still my own person, im just being more outgoing and open to different kinds of people...
im happy, which is a good thing, ive learned that only i can control my happiness
i know i like winter the best, but it always seems my happiness comes with spring
so whatever
but ill leave you with four pictures from the arboretum...i went there last thursday with miranda and some friends, and i need to outdo drunkenhousewife's pictures
so here you go
( arboretum! )
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Wednesday, March 1st, 2006
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this living thing is getting to be a fucking problem
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Sunday, February 26th, 2006
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im typing a research paper, and i have to say quite frankly that it sucks balls
its on the cold war
i hate history
i hate the cold war
i hate 'murca
maybe i should be a commie
hail comrade!
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Sunday, February 19th, 2006
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Saturday, February 18th, 2006
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grey wants mcdreamy, really badly
but it wont work
what she needs to realize is that the guy of her dreams isnt perfect for her
grey belongs with o'malley, he would treat her like she needs to be treated...and when it's all said and done, o'malley will be there for grey, because he cares about her
mcdreamy is a 'dreamy' guy, but hes not perfect for grey
o'malley is.
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Sunday, January 29th, 2006
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Sunday, January 22nd, 2006
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everyone-
im sorry for the past 5 months, concerning my behavior and relationships
i found myself with a girl that was very troubled, and i thought she made me happy, and i wanted to help her
but i apologize for all the complaining, all the talk about her and me, all of the PDA, and everything concerning that
i acted against my conscience and all of my friends' ideas concerning this girl
i ignored everything negative about this relationship, when, looking back, i found that the only true aspects of it were negative aspects
the only thing i listened to was the growing selfishness of an attention obsessed girlfriend
i apologize to everyone, and if there is a good thing that came out of this, its that i learned
thank you
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Tuesday, November 1st, 2005
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Friday, October 28th, 2005
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I'm just going to name Danzig's playlist in case i forget...
Wotan's Procession
Skin Carver
Satan's Child
I Luciferi
Black Mass
Circle of Snakes
1000 Devils Rise
Not of This World
How the Gods Kill
Going Down to Die
Her Black Wings
20 Eyes
Astro Zombies
Skulls
Mommy
Bullet
Last Caress
We Are 138
Bringer of Death
Twist of Cain
Mother
When the Dying Calls
Die Die My Darling
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Monday, October 24th, 2005
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GUESS WHAT HAPPENS IN TWO DAYS
YEAH, THATS RIGHT
GLENN DOES
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Tuesday, October 4th, 2005
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Music update...ahh, the music
well, violent world's show sucked, mostly because the people at the door sucks...huge huge balls
but whatever
it was a great night
monday as hollow went to a meeting, and were playing Emergenza Festival this year
so you need to go ahead and buy a ticket from me, and come vote for us
As Hollow hits a real studio next week with our brand spanking fucking jizztastic new equipment
and that aboot wraps it up
w3rd yo
get my license next tuesday
kick arse
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